Wednesday, April 28, 2010

My Favorite Song on Repeat?

...that beautiful, magical, exquisite voice...the voice that reminds me of a light summer rain in the middle of the night when all is quiet...the voice that makes me feel as though I am surrounded by flowers in a field full of sunshine, to hear the laughter that spills is like a song to me. Not just any song, but my favorite song. The lullably that cradles me and makes me feel that everything is going to be allright. Makes me feel safe, protected and cared for. The song that quiets my spirit and seemingly sets me free from my worries.

The voice that is attached to that presence that excites me yet frightens me at the same time because it always seems to find a way to caress me in just the right place at just the right time. The one that sometimes pisses me off to no end, confuses me and makes me cry... yet still I can't imagine my life without because even when I am pissed off, confused and in tears... I am still fully captivated and held hostage by its overwhelming beauty...its passion...its sweetness...its purity...its rawness....its depth and magnitude. The pitches, the tones, the octaves, the laughter. Even as I sit and write I shiver with pleasure...lol, wow...That voice.

The voice that is attached to that brain and that body, that beautiful brain and exquisite body...The one that belongs to that beautiful spirit. The one that makes me see soft blends of colors mixed in with musical notes. The one that fills the room with the most beautiful aura of light with just a few short words and a quick hearty laugh, the one that makes me smile through my tears and envelops my spirit in warm tight invisible yet magically sufficient hugs from time to time. The one that has me sitting here, not wanting to go to sleep because it feels good to sit here and replay its relaxed, carefree sound in my head...lol *smile*...sigh... My favorite song on repeat...That voice.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

#thingsthatmakeyougohmm

I am sitting here with my facebook and my twitter accounts open....walking across pages visiting memories of my social networking experiences (Facebook, Twitter, Secondlife) and listening to the song "Thank You" by Alanis Morissette which was posted by @sungoddess. Yesterday was Friday and on twitter there's this thing called #FollowFriday, I wish you could have seen me sitting here trying to organize all my tweets so I could send a reply tweet to each person who tweeted me...As of this current moment I am STILL at my reply threshold a.k.a. "Twitter Jail" lol.

So since I was in Twitter Jail, I walked on over to Facebook...at one point in my life...last year September through January...Facebook & Secondlife were my main focus. Secondlife and Facebook are cool places to meet people, but for some reason my ability to connect inside those spaces are a bit more awkward and difficult for me than they used to be. Wish I could say I didnt know why that is, but I do...I stuck my hand in some fire and I got a little bit burnt, but since it was me who stuck my hand in it I take full responsibility for being burned lol

None-the-less, I realize the burn has impacted my connection to those places in that I'm a bit more guarded when I go there, but I still have some really great memories. I write this because I wonder if with time my desire for participating in those places will return to its former glory...On facebook I used to love playing farmville and spades, sending out hearts/hugs/drinks/kisses etc., posting quotes/music, commenting on posts. I loved it! I remember how much I looked forward to it each and every day...now I'm like "gee, what am I gonna tweet about today and tomorrow? & whose tweeted me so I can tweet them also". Funny how things can change over time...#thingsthatmakeyougohmm

Friday, April 16, 2010

The story of DJ Dibou and @BlackSoulRhythm

"The Rhythm of a Queen - The story of DJ Dibou and @BlackSoulRhythm" on Black Soul Rhythms: http://ning.it/d85AqF